High School has been done and over with for a couple months now, and damn I've been dead silent. The reason for my not grand return..... a friend. A very dear friend who doesn't even know why he is the reason for this. Then again he might realize very quickly. Anyways lets get on with the show.
High School was filled with its ups and downs, and I must say there was quite a lot of both all around.
Year 1: A shy little teen too scared to make a sound with the thought in his head that he could be the laughing stock of the whole school in a matter of seconds. No friends. No experience. No hope. As this little teen tried his best to keep his grades intact and to not disappoint his family. He never wanted to disappoint anyone. To this day he still doesn't. Finally after half of that year had taken its course he met someone. What a strange meetup it was. Someone with fresh memes and happiness for whatever reason. That little teen was no longer all alone as he sat against the wall eating his lunch, now he had a friend who would sit beside him. Still even after meeting this new friend the teen refused to accept it. It cannot be this easy to make a friend what about the trial through fire I would have to succeed to get to such a title, and yes this refusal tended to get violent. Unintentional anger towards this person for the simple fact that he kept that smile on his face even after what the teen said. Soon acceptance was gained and the friend still stays to this day. Later that year whispers of another friend started to arise. With this refusal for friends out of the way the teen gladly allowed another friend to join his circle. Still anti-social and during fourth quarter this other new friend tried his best to help the teen become more social to not be as afraid of what people think. While not obvious to this friend he helped the teen in more ways than he even knew.
Year 2: Much more social now than before the teen makes a return and strengthens the friendship he had started the year before and even started making more at a rapid rate. The teen now felt that he needs to help any friends he makes in the same way the teens first two did for him. Even with depression weighing him down this teen desired to help other friends in any way he could.
Year 3: A large group of friends now existed for the teen to talk to each equally important. Sure some friends still suffered from internal problems but for the most part this 3rd year was a much more calm time.
Year 4: The final year for the Teen the year that the teen thought would cause sadness by the end of it like he couldn't even believe. The teen didn't want to lose his friends so he wanted to make the most of this final year and tried to talk to all of his friends and spend as much time as he could so that he would never forget them.
Now two months have passed, and I still try to stay in contact with those friends I made. To learn that one finds himself to be alone has caused a deep sadness in my heart. I want to be with that friend, I want him to know that even if others are not willing to put up with him I will. I will always be willing to put up with him, because he is so precious to me just like all my friends are.
Don't think you are entirely alone. If ever you need someone I'll be there, and that goes for any of my friends, who are my only reason for living.
